leave it alone -dj

its 11:07 . yeah , my schedual for tomorrow might not work .. .

i'm up cus of this boy . we were on the phone & now my battery is really low .. . that's not good at all because i NEED my phone to play All the Way Turned Up @ 6:00 am for me to wake up on time !!!!!!! so now i gotta sit here & wait for it -_____-

is it good to pedal backwards ?

My father always told me " we never pedal backwards over here , we never do those " . Me just being the hard headed person i am, i wanna know the unanswered question "why?" . I'm not very well at just taking advice and running with it sometimes so i guess i gotta learn the hard way .

You ever really like somebody & they like you back and everythings going good then *poof* ? You two lose contact with a reason neither of you know ? I never understood that but , whenever a chance to rekindle and pick up from where we left off comes up i happily go with it . In a sense , that's back peddling . Maybe someone changed their phone number or you guys got into an argument none of you remember now but , have you ever stopped and tried to look at this positively ?

I never really understood why my father said that , after this forced phone conversation i kind of understand why now. Not all things NEED to have an answer . Humans seek for answers too much , just like in movies for example . If the bitch never wanted to be all nosey and go investigate noises she wouldn't be hanging from her attic ceiling by her hair next to her dead friends &etc.

Point ? sometimes you gotta just leave shit alone . remember " everything has God's finger prints on it . " so , who cares if you and a really good looking person you liked LAST YEAR reconnect thru text . leave it as texting . don't go searching for why you guys stopped talking & try to turn it into a relationship . Maybe , mother nature knows exactly what she's doing .

I'm tryna right my wrongs but , its funny how the wrongs helped me write this blog .